The last few weeks have been tough. I have struggled with sorting through some feelings, trying to decide if I want to open myself up to dating again (more on that later), and struggles with friends. Add the holiday and family stress, and I'm about spent.
Don't even get me started on my New Years Eve plans.
It occurs to me that I just need to focus my energy on the good stuff. What's meant to be, will be. In the meantime, I'm free to do what I want with whomever. I can enjoy my friends (and the family I like), and I spend time with those friends who fill my life with smiles.
Plus - shopping.
Sometimes life isn't how you hoped or planned. Sometimes you're not too sure of yourself, or your choices.
All you can do is keep pushing forward, focus on the good, and hope for the best.