Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Gimme a boost

So, like I said, I met this guy who is smart, funny, incredibly handsome, sexy as all get-out, has money, and very little (visible) baggage.

Like I also said, he didn't really stick around long enough to stay in the picture.

Which, naturally, got me wondering - what's the point

(It's entirely possible I think way too much.)

Be that as it may...I'm still curious about people; what makes them tick, how they behave and why, their interactions, their motivation, etc. I'm also endlessly curious about their interaction with me. What makes someone appear in my life, only to disappear just as quickly?

In this case, I've decided that Morgan's purpose in my life was probably to give me a much-needed ego boost.

If you're a regular reader, you may remember that my self-esteem took a major hit after the breakup with Trooper, especially when it comes to my looks. As much as I might like to think I can recover from that all on my own (which I am doing, by the way) - catching the eye of a smart, sexy, successful, handsome man can't hurt.

Sure, he didn't stick around - but that doesn't matter. What I needed was someone, who I would normally have thought of as way out of my league, to take notice; to show some interest, and prove to me that a guy like that a) does exist and b) could actually like me.

I didn't really need someone who was going to be in it for the long haul. I can't commit to a long haul with anyone right now anyway. I don't really need anyone to fall hopelessly in love with me.

Not just yet, anyway.

1 comment:

  1. All the people in our lives are there for a reason (be it good or bad) and some are just there for the ego boost. Tis why I've always believed in the hot guy rebound flirtation/fling. ;)